Matters of the Heart

It's a huge risk to allow someone to be the guardian of your heart.... your secrets, your love. Every moment of time, every thought, every action can be thrown away in the blink of an eye. Loving someone is giving them the power to destroy you and trusting them not to. That's an amazing power and the most sacred gift anyone can give...

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.

I want to know what you ache for and if you dream of meeting your hearts longing.

It doesn't interest me how old you are.

I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool,

For love...

For your dream...

For the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.

I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow.

If you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain.

Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy.

If you can dance with the wilderness and let the ecstacy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling is true.

I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself.

If you can bare the accusations of betrayal and not betray your own soul.

If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty.

And if you can source your own life from it's presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine.

And still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the moon "YES!"

It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.

I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children.

It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here.

I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn't interest me where or what or with who you have studied.

I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

The Invitation - Oriah Mountaindreamer.

"Pride ain't nothing when it comes to matters of the heart."


Jessie